So, I happen to read way too many TVXQ fics - mainly YunJae - well, nothing new, actually. Good thing is, most of them I save on my computer; but the bad thing is, I often don't remember which one was about that particular thing and thanks to that I spend hours on serching for the right one... This said, I'm officially starting to create my own fanfiction reclist! Applause, please! XD



( awesomeness under the cut )

Title: TONEspirations vol. 4 - Duet
Author: okami_kaoru
Pairing: YunJae
Universe: real
Genre: romance, a bit of angst
Length: drabble
Rating: G
Disclaimer: Sadly, I only own the plot.

A/N: Series of drabbles and one-shots inspired by TVXQ's TONE - because it's just awesome like that. Each story is inspired by one song, so please listen to it while reading! Sorry for all the gramatical mistakes, I'm not a native speaker... and this is probably my first attempt to write fanfiction in English. Special thanks to xerophine who gave me this brilliant idea, ilu dear. ♥



( 4. Duet )

Title: TONEspirations vol. 3 - I Think U Know
Author: okami_kaoru
Pairing: YunJae
Universe: alternative
Genre: romance
Length: drabble
Rating: G
Disclaimer: Sadly, I only own the plot.

A/N: Series of drabbles and one-shots inspired by TVXQ's TONE - because it's just awesome like that. Each story is inspired by one song, so please listen to it while reading! Sorry for all the gramatical mistakes, I'm not a native speaker... and this is probably my first attempt to write fanfiction in English. Special thanks to xerophine who gave me this brilliant idea, ilu dear. ♥



( 3. I Think U Know )

Title: TONEspirations vol. 2 - B.U.T (BE-AU-TY)
Author: okami_kaoru
Pairing: YunJae
Universe: alternative
Genre: drama, romance, a tiny bit of angst
Length: drabble
Rating: R
Disclaimer: Sadly, I only own the plot.

A/N: Series of drabbles and one-shots inspired by TVXQ's TONE - because it's just awesome like that. Each story is inspired by one song, so please listen to it while reading! Sorry for all the gramatical mistakes, I'm not a native speaker... and this is probably my first attempt to write fanfiction in English. Special thanks to xerophine who gave me this brilliant idea, ilu dear. ♥



( 2. B.U.T. (BE-AU-TY) )

Title: TONEspirations vol. 1 - Introduction ～ magenta ～
Author: okami_kaoru
Pairing: YunJae
Universe: alternative
Genre: angst
Length: drabble
Rating: PG-13
Warning: angst, character death
Disclaimer: Sadly, I only own the plot.

A/N: Series of drabbles and one-shots inspired by TVXQ's TONE - because it's just awesome like that. Each story is inspired by one song, so please listen to it while reading! Sorry for all the gramatical mistakes, I'm not a native speaker... and this is probably my first attempt to write fanfiction in English. Special thanks to xerophine who gave me this brilliant idea, ilu dear. ♥



( 1. Introduction ～ magenta ～ )

IMPORTANT: KGF'S GOODBYE FANPROJECT "FAR EAST LULLABY MESSAGE"

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I need to get it out of my system. I really do.

Today my heart broke in more ways that I thought it was possible. I'm crying, I'm devastated, I don't know what to do and how to keep believing in what I think is good.

Cassiopeia does not exist anymore. Fandom is taking sides, breaking apart, supporting only one party of the whole mess. People don't want to support TVXQ as a whole anymore. They divided into JYJ-only fans and... well, JYJ-only fans. I haven't seen anyone who has declared to be HoMin-only fan.

Cassiopeia that I believed was eternal... Is no more. Does not exist anymore the way it used to be.

As much as I love JYJ, I feel hurt by all the fans that has abandoned Yunho and Changmin and quit calling themselves "Cassiopeia", just to turn into JYJ-only fans, as they call themselves. Yunho and Changmin must've had their reasons to stay at SME. But they did not wrote the lyrics for "Why", they did not bash JYJ by themselves. Hell, they're working hard, too, because they want to be happy. Just like JYJ. They choose different paths but that doesn't mean they're worse in any way.

For me being a Cassie is something I can't give up doing. You don't have to be in an official fanclub and pay for being a Cassie. You are one when you support all five of TVXQ, you're one when you love them and care for them. You're one in your heart. I will always be a Cassie. You just can't abandon the ones you've been loving for such a long time, you just can't. I can't change my feelings from one day to another.

As much as it hurts to keep the faith... I will. No matter how naive it may seem.

Yunho, Changmin, Jaejoong, Yoochun, Junsu - they are the ones I will keep on loving and supporting. I don't give a damn about the group names, about SME attempts to divide Cassies, about everything. I want them to find their happiness. If what they do makes them happy - I'll be happy for them as well.

Always Keep the Faith, Cassies!

君が何処にいて 誰と何処にいて
どんな夢を見て 何して笑っていても
ずっとここにいて 今もここにいて
君といつの日か 逢えると信じているよ

No matter where you are, who you're with
What kind of dreams you're having, or what you're doing that makes you smile
I've always been here, and I still am
Believing that I can see you someday

Yes, you see it right - I'm back on lj. It's one of things I've missed the most lately and the beginning of the New Year is good for starting anew, right?

...god, I really missed it. Writing. Recently, I've been only active on my facebook and you know, I don't like short comments and posts. lj is definitely the best. ♥

Okay, so, here it goes - the year 2011 has begun. It kind of makes me sad a bit; well, I'm turning 20 this year! Can you believe? I won't be teen no more... And it scares me that I can't just grow up. I like being carefree and lazy, and happy-go-lucky, and just... childish. I want to keep dancing and singing around my flat when noone sees; to go drinking and having fun with my friends; to dream beautiful dreams and wish for impossible things all the time; to cry and love, and hate, and lust, and laugh - wholeheartedly. I wish to stay that way.

( college-centric rambling )

Now about music-related matters, which are just as important for me as my private life.

TVXQ. Yeah, you've probably read that name a lot here or at my facebook, Twitter, whatsoever. To make a long story short I'll just say - good luck, boys. No matter if you're JYJ or HoMin, you're still just as precious to me as you were in the beginning, as TVXQ's five. I'll keep on supporting and loving you, cheering for and believing in you. ♥ I want to see your mindblowing comebacks this year, showing everybody that you truly are the Rising Gods of the East!

...you all probably don't have a slighest idea how much the news about TVXQ change my mood. I feel extatic and depressed, I feel like crying and laughing - all because of them. I can't say why, they just claimed a really big spot in my heart, mind and soul; and I don't really mind.

So, time for the New Year's List of things I want to accomplish!

( New Year's List )

That's it. ♥ I hope you all will have a great year, just like I want mine to be. Might all of your wishes and dreams come true!

Happy New Year, everyone~ ♥ And see you here more often, yeah?